Sitting next to my window, I stare into impenetrable darkness on yet another sleepless night.
Fervently I bite those nails without reason, again. I hear a loud splash!
While i deliberate if it's from within or without, in the silence of midnight, before I even realise, a verdure of untold memories flash!
I so wish I could paint them, paint them in the brightest of colours, hang them all around and revere in their every shade through my darkest nights.
As the stillness creeps into me, I realise that I fail to muster enough courage to recall them all.
I fear that one day they might fade away, fade away into distant dreams and disappear like the people who walked in, remain apparitions of those who created them and walked away.
I yet sit in the darkness pleading it to vanish for it is the darkness, the darkness which speaks the truth and silences too!
Fervently I bite those nails without reason, again. I hear a loud splash!
While i deliberate if it's from within or without, in the silence of midnight, before I even realise, a verdure of untold memories flash!
I so wish I could paint them, paint them in the brightest of colours, hang them all around and revere in their every shade through my darkest nights.
As the stillness creeps into me, I realise that I fail to muster enough courage to recall them all.
I fear that one day they might fade away, fade away into distant dreams and disappear like the people who walked in, remain apparitions of those who created them and walked away.
I yet sit in the darkness pleading it to vanish for it is the darkness, the darkness which speaks the truth and silences too!
21 comments:
Hmmm nice.. need to talk about this sometime?
oh yes.. you write very well! keep blogging.. me waiting to read :)
So Madam finally after a great public out cry u have finally decide to land your self on this virtual world.:)
Great work to begin with.
its a lucid fact that darkness envelopes all the colors ...but each color has its own worth..just give them a chance...n they will show u the beauty of White light..!!
Senti doesnt suit you Spooti. Write about tips to hit on a cute HR and I will love it :-)
As the aboove commenter has wisely put i cannot imagine a spurthi all dull and alzihmer like ......
just cant picture that ... but still as u said it does happen so hence all i can say is .... Good one and hope to see u move slowly to more cheerful writing .....
Adios ....
FatMaChA
The saddest thought brings the best of song!
Keep writing.
Amazing post.. u sure have a great knack to portray the abstract not just through sketches but also through words...
quite nostalgic indeed...
awesome post!!! it subtly also creeps me a lil.. u knw.. actually makin it come alive.. the darkness n all.. cant wait for the rest of thm to come..
spooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
just kidding....nice blog re...but only 1 post??keep it coming....more and more!!!really nice one here!!!
Thought provoking!
Nice first post....
waiting for more...
Keep posting senior ji!
aisey khayala tho sirif pyar mey doobgay vallo kohi aathey!!You will never remember sleepness nights before falling in love!!anyway baga rasav!!
@ anonymous
When you sleep all day long, you end up having sleepless nights which is precisely the case with me.
when will your next post see light ? next yr ? ;)
yo spurthi...very well written..." The other side of spurthi"..i think shud b d caption..gggggr8 job..aapke andar itna talent hai yaar...kabhi bataya nahi :}
nice one spurthi..i never knew this philosophical side of urs..a profound presentation of ur abstract thoughts..
Cheekatlo painting cheste.... rangu paduddhi! LOL :D
baane raasaav.. "stillness creeping into me" aa.. nidrostundemo.. velli paduko :-P
Setting aside my unsolicited comments, I feel you really write well. keep going..
its nice
you have a great feature
keep it up
BORROWED FROM THE CILLED MIDNIGHT,
GIVING YOU MY LUTE.
BORROWED FROM THE BLIND STARS,
GIVING YOU MY LIFE.
BORROWED FROM THE SAFFRONISED DUSK,
GIVING YOU MY LOVE.
FILLED SOME MELANCHOLY IN MY SMILE,
GIVING YOU MY MUSIC.
WITH THE WET SHINE OF RAINBOW,
EMBRACE ME AS A LUSTFUL SNAKE.
Impressive imaginative abilities, symptoms of hallucination :P and above all, getting inspired from claimed-by-self bevarse sleeplessness paves way for Spurthi to top the chart of contemporary innovative thinkers.. :P
Nice bit of work Spu :-)
A glimpse is all it takes.
It all comes rushing back..
I wish I could live them again,
I wish I could change them,
Make them more beautiful..
Then descends the darkness,
And I pray that it vanishes.
And there could be the light of that smile again.
The memories, I realize, are here to stay.
Even if the creators go away.
No matter how much I wish I could remove that dark,
The darkness, the truth, I must face stark.
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